If you analyze the person you are currently with and see they arent husband/wife material, why are you still with them? If that person isn’t contributing to your ultimate goal, or on your life path, why on earth are they around? Being alone sucks sometimes, but at the least youre free to find someone who lines up with what you want, rather than wasting energy. Every person you date isn’t going to be worthy of marriage or extended commitment. I guess im at the point where I dont have time to waste. Basically I don’t know if I can “date around” all that much, cause in all honesty I really AM looking for that next level shit right now, and thats too much pressure for some folks to handle. Termporary companionship is awesome, but thats just taking energy away from crafting the life I really want…or NEED. Of course for me I dont know where that M word fits into that, so I just say “partner” or what have you instead of “wife.” Unfortunately sometimes those urges be talkin to you…and suddenly youre digging to find wifeable qualities in a person who has none. All because your dick said “I WANT.” Once you learn to control that…youre in there. Or so I figure. I think most of the time we just have an aversion to suffering, or an aversion to struggle, so we say “ehh this is good enough.” Basically taking whatever pill is available so the pain will stop. The pain is good though. Gotta run through it instead of from it. I guess the whole point is, that settling never works out, cause it ends up being just one more block in your way to what you really want. Thats why its important to sit and reflect on what you really need out of your life…I cant say I did enough of that earlier on.
Ok, I’ve seen a bunch of speculation of why people think PSN is down, and I thought I should just post what the community knows in comparison to what Sony is telling everyone. The truth is, there was a new CFW (custom firmware) released known as Rebug (http://rebug.me). It essentially turns a retail console into a dev console (not fully, but gives you a lot of the same options that usually dev’s only have access to). Anyway, this new CFW was quickly figured out to give CFW users access to the PSN network again via the dev networks. With a little manipulation of the URL’s through a proxy server you could get your hacked console back online. Not that big of a deal, right? Well, it also turns out that some people over at NGU found out that you could provide fake CC# info and the authenticity of the information was never checked as you were on Sony’s private developer PSN network (essentially a network that Sony trusted). What happened next was extreme piracy of PSN content. Sony realizing the issue here shut down the network. Now, before you go freaking out about the latest information posted about Kotaku, no ones personal information was accessible via this hack. Not to say they couldn’t get it, but no one is admitting to it being available. Anyway, that’s the real reason for the PSN downtime. Sony is now rebuilding all of it’s PSN servers to be more secure and (hopefully) make sure the CFW users cannot get online anymore.
Edit #1: To those of you saying that this is speculation, you are correct. But, it is speculation based on a lot of facts and the outcome seems to make the most sense.
1. Rebug was released on 3/31/11.
2. First guides of how to use the dev network to get back on COD games on 4/3/11. 3. Word of “shady” sites finding a way to pirate PSN content via the dev networks on 4/7/11 (basing this on posts I had to delete on the website). 4. PSN goes down on 4/20/11
Now, you can believe Sony’s PR team which has kept you completely in the dark, or you can see the list of events above and come to your own conclusion. Now, this isn’t the first time Sony has fought back against the PS3 modders from getting on PSN. A couple of months ago we had a utility called f*ckPSN that changed the necessary header information that was being sent to Sony to allow modified consoles back online. We were able to use it for about a month. Then came the new TOS, the mass e-mail to PS3 customers, and software update 3.56 and 3.60. So, once again, yes this is all speculation, but it is speculation based on previous actions and known facts.
Edit #2: Mathieulh just mentioned that he has been in contact with someone that has official access to the SCE devnet servers and it was posted to them today that only 3.60+ debug firmwares will be allowed on the dev network anymore. All earlier versions will be cut. If you want to retain your access you need to contact Sony and upgrade to 3.60 debug firmware.
I’ll write more this week I suppose
I have a lot of beats that take me back to the mood I was in when I made it.
come on fam……Brine you gotta chill!
will hold you down through whatever, long as no cheating is involved.
crazy shit with their kids……..and that’s cool….but as of late all I wanna do is lay up with my boys and watch TV or something…..something simple. Go to the park or something…It’s been too nice out as of late.
Lately I’ve been getting a lot of sleep…….I don’t like that at all. I suppose change is good. Now it’s getting hot outside I should do something new. Like rob someone or break into a house or something. People tend to do stupid shit when the sun comes out…….